sunny

today the weather is good. no rains coming except this morning. alhamdulillah. i think it's only for a while because during the evening it's always raining. again. alhamdulillah too. everything happens for reasons. not only a reason, but reasons. well, i've tried to start a relationship with this one guy but it went not as well as i thought. and it takes only a few weeks. maybe it's not my time yet to have a new relationship. i know i'm not ready cause my heart is still for him - the one who never deserve it. i need to move on with my own life and i manage to do it yet my heart got stuck. it stuck in the middle of nowhere and now i'm focusing my love to the One - Allah, my family and friends. so far i succeed yet i'm not a perfect person and there are some mistakes and misbehaving in some way yet not far away drifted from my path. i'm trying here. huhu~

these few months taught me lots of things. i figure out that if i did something that i'm not suppose to do, i will get the prize as soon as possible. so, try to behave nadia! huhu~

oh my God! suddenly the sky is crying in the middle of the sunny day! why? that, we all need to figure out by ourselves. everyone has their own way of thinking. i think, that's how life goes. we need to face the sucks things sometimes to make us remember who we really are and we will never get happiness always because happiness forever will never taught us how to be strong in facing our problems or challenges. sadness really disturbing but it is the taste that completes our meals of life. like spices.

oh.. i'm blabbing right now. i need to continue playing games on facebook or else this entry will continue with nonsense things. haha~

***just thinking~