8 days of school left for me to do my practicum. yeay! can't wait to complete everything!
it's not that i don't like being at school, but.. well.. sometimes i got so pissed off with the students that i was totally demotivated to teach them. there were these two days of not-into-teaching mode where my students recognise it by the way i respond to them in class. (tau lak teacher xde mood kan?) and i know that was not a good thing to do but i can't help it. luckily it lasted for two days. later on i regain my motivation, a little, maybe.
the end of ramadhan is almost here. how time flies so fast. somehow i didn't notice it until i reach home. lots of things happened. have i done enough ibadat in this month? undefined. that's what's worrying me. my sense of realisation has fade a little. i found out that i always do things without thinking properly. everything's a bit jumbled up. and now.. i'm in a state of MAJOR uncertainty. i need to get myself back on track. but... (sigh)
it's not that i don't like being at school, but.. well.. sometimes i got so pissed off with the students that i was totally demotivated to teach them. there were these two days of not-into-teaching mode where my students recognise it by the way i respond to them in class. (tau lak teacher xde mood kan?) and i know that was not a good thing to do but i can't help it. luckily it lasted for two days. later on i regain my motivation, a little, maybe.
the end of ramadhan is almost here. how time flies so fast. somehow i didn't notice it until i reach home. lots of things happened. have i done enough ibadat in this month? undefined. that's what's worrying me. my sense of realisation has fade a little. i found out that i always do things without thinking properly. everything's a bit jumbled up. and now.. i'm in a state of MAJOR uncertainty. i need to get myself back on track. but... (sigh)
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