now all papers are already finished. settle. but the results?? not settled. that's what makes me very tak tenang right now. worried? of course but it's my fault la kan because i studied last minute and just read the early 4 chapters for sociolinguistic. it's okay (trying to calm down) what i will get is what i deserve. amek ko!
at home, wake up at 9 o'clock. then no one's home. alone. sad? nope but i feel empty. why? because last night someone make me doubt about something. something? related to feelings. i hate it when it happens. don't i deserve my own happiness? why people doesn't like me to be happy? why? am i too bad for one? i'm not sure. i'm totally confuse right now. deep inside my heart i've started to love him but... past.. experience.. lessons.. all of that make me afraid. afraid of what will happen. i should try, i know but.. there's still buts.. shoot! serabut! hate this feelings!
at home, wake up at 9 o'clock. then no one's home. alone. sad? nope but i feel empty. why? because last night someone make me doubt about something. something? related to feelings. i hate it when it happens. don't i deserve my own happiness? why people doesn't like me to be happy? why? am i too bad for one? i'm not sure. i'm totally confuse right now. deep inside my heart i've started to love him but... past.. experience.. lessons.. all of that make me afraid. afraid of what will happen. i should try, i know but.. there's still buts.. shoot! serabut! hate this feelings!
1 bunyi:
nad.u should 4get the past la.get a life.u deserved it kot :)
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