that was so fucking lame!!

for him:

keep it to yourself.. i know you are trying to avoid me.. when i'm online you're invisible and when i'm invisible you're online.. not once.. lots of time... what the heck??? ya i know.. i fall for you.. so what?? that's my heart you idiot.. i can't control it.. so just accept it.. not to accept me in your life as your girlfriend or what.. now i don't care!!! i can live without you.. things happen between us are like games to you.. easy silly games.. suddenly i realize it.. why?? because your attitude with me!!! you said you still want to be my friend whatsoever, but you didn't show it.. friends take care of each other and you didn't do that.. your avoidance shows.. i think we don't need to be friend at all.. it's worthless.. thanks for your "loving friendship" my "dear friend" =(